Different but the same

The atmosphere was highly charged and full of emotion. Two superheroes watched two sunflowers swaying in the soft breeze. Sunlight sparkled over the sea. Side by side, barely speaking they heard a song carried along on the wind. Neither said a word, none were needed; their thoughts were different but the same. Needless to say…

Everything is Changing (48/103)

I began writing this post the 6th April 2019 just before I got the kittens. I knew I needed something to come into my life, something to change or something to be revealed to me. So much has happened since then; I’ve changed. You say you wander your own land In 2018 I spent ten…

Bring on the trumpets! (61/103)

I am crying on the station platform. I am off to have another pointless appointment at hospital. As always I am alone and there is no one to hold my hand or tell me everything will be ok. I will sit in the Oncology waiting room with the other women who have mysterious cells and…

Like no other

Always the same, always the same dreams … I have a dream hangover. I’m feeling bad for the things I did in the dreamworld. I feel awful. I want to get up and go for a walk. I need to get outside, shake it off before it pulls me down. I can feel it happening…

If you want it, say so (let’s Jack)

To whom it may concern … bends and blends like twizzlers (beside every bad boy there’s a bad girl) There is the fear of missing out but worse is the fear of moving on. I have both. I get all twisted in my head – am I making the right decision, what if it doesn’t…

Glasto 2020

I wanna get up close and personal with strangers. I wanna feel their body heat. Push our way closer to the front; no mean feat. Form tightly hand-held chain gangs with my group snaking through the dense crowd. Arrive at the barriers just as the heavy bass and drums start up loud. Lights flashing from…

The dream with Mark Ronson

I awake feeling low searching for clues and meaning. It wasn’t Mark, it was Black Jack. It doesn’t matter. I’m confused. I didn’t hear anything and he mumbled his words so I assume I’ll have to listen to the whole catalogue of Ronson’s music to find what I’m looking for but then I realise that…

Songs in Falsetto

(Now, I have quite a few songs to jam in here from the same studio album but please stay with me as I’m hoping it will bring about a revelation. We’re going back to the noughties. It’s all very smooth crooning and sexy time – so sit back and relax) Can you believe now, when…

Frontin’ #3/Love shy

Sometimes I run when I want to stay … I’m on my tenth listened to both versions of Frontin’ when I notice that the girls are frontin’ as much as the boys in the original video. I’ve reread all our messages and I can see that when backed into a corner I did the only…

Frontin’ #2 /Beautiful

I’m missing Black Jack. He says I ‘broke it’ but really he’d fucked things long before I said goodbye. I gave him a chance to start again but his stubbornness refused. I’m looking super fabulous right now. No one can see me but I’m feeling beautiful. I would backtrack just to have Black Jack talk…