Mid Summer Morning

I was taken to a castle, led by the hand.  He told me to look up  He told me where to stand the pink morning sky would soon turn golden.  It was the end of our weekend stay, making the most of the day was important A chilly start, we are not alone On a…

Daag Masala 

‘Have you been crying?’ My Mother stares into the phone whilst contining to chop onions. I give her the hay fever excuse and then start going on about Chem Trails to deflect further questioning. They are polluting our air, it distresses me, making us sick. I sigh, I am so sick and tired of life’s…

Hello! 

A massive thank you to all new readers of Fem Feelings, love & light. You come at a very special time where I am transitioning and heading into an exciting period that will see me move closer to my true purpose.  I am a Creative Artist: I write, paint, dance, smile and collect fallen feathers…

A Visual Reminder

I press the button on my phone and our smiling faces pop up. I look at the photo 147 times before realising it is not the photo of ‘us’ that makes me happy, it is not ‘him’, it is the smiling representation of everything. My life has been grey for two years, it was black…

Fem Feelings … Love

On the last day of my holiday I am invited out on a date and for the first time in a long time I agree without hesitation or fear. I don’t think too much or put much into it. I get showered, dressed and put one foot afront the other and meet him at the…

What Happiness Feels Like

I am poolside with a glass on San Miguel. Tonight I will begin the brouhaha that happens each year of my life, sometime twice, occasionally thrice.  My trip began with a soft opening, a trip to the north east where families and aged hippies enjoy a quieter pace of life. I go four star all…