An Arty Farty Idea Revisited

In May 2017 I excitedly wrote that I had an idea I wanted to try out. Four years later, the idea remains as does a crippling fear that I cannot make it happen. In the last post I claim to make art that made me happy, but, the truth is, I am searching for something…

The dream with the rugger bugger thigh

There was a man in my bed last night, I’m convinced of it. I had climbed to the top of a mountain, there was a train station up there. One of those crazy train lines that travel above an arched viaduct. Everything was lush and green. Perhaps it were New Zealand or county Kerry, or…

22.11.20 – 01:11

I used to make a big deal of seeing these repetitive numbers when I glanced at the clock. They once struck me deeply and profoundly but now I know better; there is a numerological phenomena going on. At first I would point out the time coincidentally to others and then it was too frequent for…

Zeus & Hades

Jupiter is opposing Pluto; the planet of expansion faces off the frozen dwarf planet. Big brother vs little brother although equals. Zeus, ruler of the over world, large and bright in the sky, whilst Hades God of the underworld remains unseen. I felt the shift. I couldn’t quite put my finger on it, each night…

Samhain

I had an uncontrollable desire to strip off and run around naked under the blue moon’s light, so I did I’m in the Cotswolds. I’m here with Preeti for a relaxing weekend before the second lockdown and to enjoy the last holiday before a socially distanced Christmas. We drank cocktails and watched scary movies and…

Fortitude

It’s my birthday weekend and although premature I’ll go ahead and say that this is going to be the worst birthday I’ve ever had. Hot embarrassing tears instantly appear but I’m not sad, I’m not upset just a little disappointed. These are the last days of my thirty-eighth year and I know the uphill struggle…

The Pain Inside (3/103)

They say things come in three’s or is three the maximum before everything becomes simply too much? Last Tuesday Boom, Wednesday Boom, Friday was uneasy but then Saturday morning Boom, Boom, Boom! I tried really hard to continue, to not worry, this was just a bump in the road; but, I wonder why my road…

The Blue Note

The call finally comes with information of my start date. To celebrate I tell everyone who cares, everyone except Blue and because I cannot tell him I tell you. Yesterday I performed some blog admin (I added posts from 2015-2019 into the music category) and came across the seven about Blue. As I read them…