Romantic Rubbish

Yesterday I woke up singing this gorgeous melodic lo-fi song that was Annie Mac’s Hottest Record in the World. This is how I feel. This is all I ever seem to do: Live, Love, Lament … My posts may make for great little reads or amuse me when I wish to be deep in my…

The dream that breaks my heart

It’s 03:03, it really is. I’ve been up since 02:21 and I felt this heaviness as it turned 02:22. ‘All the two.’s’ I said to myself and walked down the stairs. Lana Del Rey started singing and I remembered. ‘Happy Birthday Darling’ I whispered out to Uranus shining brightly at me from the small window.…

The Blue Note

The call finally comes with information of my start date. To celebrate I tell everyone who cares, everyone except Blue and because I cannot tell him I tell you. Yesterday I performed some blog admin (I added posts from 2015-2019 into the music category) and came across the seven about Blue. As I read them…

Shout out for more – Breakout!

When explanations make no sense, when every answers wrong I’m drunk. Drunkity, drunk, drunk! I’m in my pjs singing loudly and feeling great. I drank a whole bottle of Prosecco and threw in a sedative. I only ate a cod fillet on a head of lettuce. But who cares? I feel amazing. You’re fighting with…

Different but the same

The atmosphere was highly charged and full of emotion. Two superheroes watched two sunflowers swaying in the soft breeze. Sunlight sparkled over the sea. Side by side, barely speaking they heard a song carried along on the wind. Neither said a word, none were needed; their thoughts were different but the same. Needless to say…

Everything is Changing (48/103)

I began writing this post the 6th April 2019 just before I got the kittens. I knew I needed something to come into my life, something to change or something to be revealed to me. So much has happened since then; I’ve changed. You say you wander your own land In 2018 I spent ten…

Like no other

Always the same, always the same dreams … I have a dream hangover. I’m feeling bad for the things I did in the dreamworld. I feel awful. I want to get up and go for a walk. I need to get outside, shake it off before it pulls me down. I can feel it happening…

Frontin’ #3/Love shy

Sometimes I run when I want to stay … I’m on my tenth listened to both versions of Frontin’ when I notice that the girls are frontin’ as much as the boys in the original video. I’ve reread all our messages and I can see that when backed into a corner I did the only…

Olivia & Gnash

[Oliva] Feeling used But I’m Still missing you And I can’t See the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss Against my lips And now all this time Is passing by But I still can’t seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you…

Fem Feels: I do it for love …

It started with Sam Smith so I guess it ends too. I was in between worlds, the old Irish one and an Essex life I was afraid of. When I couldn’t return to Ireland I stayed in Essex bored and alone. I heard this voice. Disclosure’s Latch then Money On My Mind. He was playing…