Awake at 4am

Not ‘kinda awake’ but fully awake at 4am I begin to search for reasons why. Over the last several months work has been boring, uninspiring and monotonous, so I applied for a secondment and I was sky rocketed back into my needs, wants and desires. Over the last two weeks excitement has propelled me forward…

The dream with the creative performance

I wake up convinced that my dream has a message for me contained within it. As I attempt to recall the fragmented pieces I check my mood as I had severely broken sleep last night, awakening several times. Between being cold and checking the clock my frustrations are apparent as I dream of a homeless…

Romantic Rubbish

Yesterday I woke up singing this gorgeous melodic lo-fi song that was Annie Mac’s Hottest Record in the World. This is how I feel. This is all I ever seem to do: Live, Love, Lament … My posts may make for great little reads or amuse me when I wish to be deep in my…

My Marsh Mallo Test

Tests have to be fair. I personally neither care for marshmallows or pretzels, so if I were a child in this psychological test, I would’ve aced it. I wouldn’t eat the first marshmallow, I would wait. I did however want to have sex with Marsh Mallo on Friday but I thought it better to wait…

22.11 at 22:11

From my bedside I think about hugs and kisses and sexy squeezes. I am feeling reflective and missing human contact. If I am to believe in the phenomena of the numbers I need to believe that someday soon I won’t be alone. My weekdays are no different to weekends. There is nowhere to go and…

The dream that breaks my heart

It’s 03:03, it really is. I’ve been up since 02:21 and I felt this heaviness as it turned 02:22. ‘All the two.’s’ I said to myself and walked down the stairs. Lana Del Rey started singing and I remembered. ‘Happy Birthday Darling’ I whispered out to Uranus shining brightly at me from the small window.…

The dreams with the other planet

This other planet is getting a considerable amount of Dreamtime. I wouldn’t usually mind but it’s visually boring and not much happens there. This is my fourth and fifth dream on the other planet. See 1, 2 & 3 here. Okay, so I am married to a half human, half cephalopod. We were married on…