2022

I wake feeling slightly better than yesterday but then the post-lady delivers me more bills to pay I have no milk and the longer I think my mood rapidly begins to sink Is this snakes and ladders I play? Always back at the start, never passing go back on my merry-go-round never collecting 200 of…

If You Leave Me Now

After six days of saying and doing the right thing I fail spectacularly on the seventh. It was not a solo effort it was the two of us combined but nevertheless in the silence I wonder what I did to make it go wrong. I sit here numb. There is a part of me that…

Baby Elephant Ballet

Currently sprawled on my floor drenched in sweat; thighs, calves and butt destroyed! Give your girl a high five as this baby elephant is committed to her craft! It’s week two and if last week was comically amusing as I tried to follow instructions in french, move my arms and feet to a rhythm and…

Connected Beyond Reason (16/103)

At first I thought it was Gold Glitter that made you look over at me and smileDid shimmering sparkles evoke memories and playful happy times?Was it in my carefree nature or twinkling friendly eyes? Was it the youthful manner in which I welcomed surprise?A wondrous bright light that attracts beamed across from me to youEncouraging…

The dream with the publishers in the sky

I have been siting on this one for a few days but need to write it up as this morning’s dream was awesome too and now yesterday’s is long forgotten. This one is better because it had Angels and I’ll never forget it, ever. I was in a publishers office in the sky where two…

Happy Anniversary lil blog

Happy Sixth Anniversary Fem Feelings and Thank You to everyone who reads and likes my posts. I am going to do something a little different today I want you to get involved. Please stop by and say Hi in the comments below. Let me know if I’m not following your blog and want me to,…

Black Jack’s Black Cat

The best parts of my character diminish before your very eyes the minute I talk about feelings. For all my intelligence, logic, rationale and reasoning I lose credibility within the first few sentences as no one and I mean no one likes to talk about feelings. I did not understand this phenomena until I discovered…

Crone pt2

I see the old crone here and there I fear the future, so, I linger in the memories of my youth. I develop a mysterious pain in my left elbow which, I take a sign of atrophy I awake at three am with a nocturnal heat I cannot sleep The fog lifts and I see…